Girls, help, I totally got kissed by a guy?

Girls, I never really saw myself as gay. But I was at a party last night, and found myself in a room with another guy. We started talking, mostly sports, but he kept getting closer to me. I just took it that he was a close talker and casually backed up. Next thing I knew, my back was against the wall, and he was right in front of me. I kept thinking I need to go, but I couldn't move. Then he said I have pretty eyes. I said thaks, but I am straight. He said cool, then put his hand against the wall just over my shoulder. He said I really have beautiful eyes. I again said thanks, but you do know I am.... before I could say the word straight, he kissed me. It was a cute little erfly kiss. real quick, soft, but hard enough that my head was pressed against the wall. Then he just looked in my eyes. I didn't know what to do. I knew I had to get away, but I couldn't move. Then he leaned in and totally kissed me. I remember thinking OMG, I am being kissed by a guy. But all I could do is stand there and let him kiss me. I just remember standing there, as a guy totally had me up against the wall and was totally kissing me, and after what seemed to be forever, I was standing there with my eyes closed, lips slightly parted waiting for his kiss and it didn't come. I opened my eyes, and he was looking at me like he was in total control, and I totally felt submissive, but at the same time, I totally wanted him to kiss me again. He did kiss me again, and as I let him kiss me, Meghan walked in and totally saw everything. I was totally mortified that I got caught making out with a guy, I didn't know what was going happen when I left the room. When I did leave the room, all the girls pulled me into the kitchen and started asking me all about the kiss. When I told them about the erfly kiss, one of the girls said the loved it when guys do that, the rest of the girls agreed. Then when I told them about how he was totally kissing me, and then how I felt for that second waiting for the kiss then opening my eyes and seeing him looking at me and how i felt when I looked in his eyes, and how all I could think of is him kissing me again, OMG. That is when Lisa said OMG, you are such a girl. And the other girls were saying that it is sooo cool that we can be totally girlfirends and stuff. But OMG, should I just go with it and be one of the girls, it does seem fun :)